The gift of disillusionment : Matthew 11:2-11 -- A cure for despair : Matthew 3:1-12 -- Learning to hate your family : Matthew 10:34-42 -- Divine anger : Ephesians 4:25-5:2 -- Feeding the enemy : Romans 12:9-21 -- The betrayer in our midst : John 13:21-35 -- Buried by baptism : Romans 6:3-5 -- The suffering cup : Matthew 20:17-28 -- Pick up your cross : Matthew 16:21-27 -- Unless a grain falls : John 12:20-33 -- The dress rehearsal : John 11:1-44 -- Surviving crucifixion : 1 Corinthians 15:12-20 -- Portents and signs : Luke 21:5-19 -- The delivery room : Luke 21:20-28 -- Believing what we cannot understand : John 19:1-3 -- Someone to blame : John 19:8-11a -- The triumphant victim : John 19:28-30 -- The myth of redemptive violence : John 19:14-16 -- The silence of God : John 19:37 -- The will of God : John 19:11 -- The suffering of God : John 19:28 -- May he not rest in peace : John 19:1-37 -- In weakness and much trembling : 1 Corinthians 2:1-5.